taking a step back...
people have been hounding me for updates... and for good reason! my blog hasn't remained this innactive in ages. it somehow seems that a lack of things to say is something my diligent readers have never had to worry about in regards to me ;p
but things have just been way too hectic! what with adjusting to being back at school, putting up with max's kitty tantrums from my supposed abandonment of her three weeks previously, the significant decrease in temperature from kl to melbourne and dealing with mark's nineteenth birthday... *catches her breath* to say that i've been spreading myself thin would be seriously understating it.
and don't worry... i've got some random pics from the last few weeks to share to make up for my absence. but since i only have half an hour till my next chemistry lecture (yes... next... had one at 8am and a tutorial at 11am. so now no one can accuse me of not having any chemistry... heh heh! okay bad joke... moving on...), i don't exactly have the time and resources on hand for an earth shattering post.
but i believe this must be said first.
last night i was faced with a profound moment. i've been here 17 months (and yeah... i took the time to count ;)) and i can honestly say that nothing has made me sit back in my chair and go "wow..." since i've been here. even right now as i pen my immediate thoughts down in a darkened corner at caffeine on campus, no words spring to mind to describe how i'm feeling right now. all i can say is pretty much that... wow...
saf and i have been best friends since we were 13. and yeah, it's been impossible most times to keep that promise alive as evil teachers, academic commitments and simple morals or beliefs have threatened to rip the safcamlaina gang apart (saf-cam-lai-na: safiyyah, camelia, elaine and katyana... just in case you were wondering ;) what?! we were thirteen!). and foolishly at some point since leaving home last last february, i honestly believed that after 6 years our friendship was beyond work. beyond repair. that no matter what me and cammy did - being the two overseas, and thus responsible for most of the running around - the four of us were drifting apart, with huge portions of each others lives that we were each excluded from.
but my concerns have been put to rest ;)
you are my best friend saf. and i love you to death for it. and
nothing is going to change that.just reading your post and the comments you've left me makes me miss being home with you guys even more...
i have the utmost faith in you as a person. i've known you since we were nine and i know the
trusting and amazing person you've become over the years... and
don't you ever doubt that ;)

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love you lots saf ;)
hug hug...
Sniff.
You're making me tear up man!
Ahh, i love you~ :)
Thank you so much for everything.
Honestly, you were the only one whom i could think of who could probably understand me the most.
That's why i turned to you and know that you'll always be the best friend that you are.
THANK YOU!
hug hug :) <3