i know most of you have been left relatively in the dark recently. i incessantly talk full of angst about a specific person who's caused me so much frustration. and truth is, it was just a lot easier to assume that those who know me best, knew enough... and so i didn't have to repeat the tortures that run around in my head.
and before you get all excited about me finally revealing his identity... sit back down and put away that bowl of popcorn. i'm not going to be doing any declarations here.
i do not use my blog as an outlet to talk about other people!
that's cause i choose to only talk about
myself :D
but in all honesty, this predicament has made me realise just how easy it is to lose sight of what's important in life. and that i'm
way too young to be stressing about all this stuff. i'm going to be in school for the next decade... i'm gonna be needing as much brain space as humanly possible!
that having been said... i have a few people that i want to thank. people who have heard me out and have yet to pass judgement. people who have stood by me and shared in my personal pain... irregardless of distance or previous history ;)
to
my mom and the rest of my family, thanks for having the faith in me to take care of myself - and yet never leave my side when the enormity of the situation took over. or even when i just felt like chicken-ing out ;) thanks for holding my hand through it all...
to
my friends... be it in malaysia, new zealand, australia or the united states of america... thank you for hearing me out! i cannot possibly stress that enough!! all of you have heard so much about this problem... and i can't thank you guys enough for all the comfort and support you've given me!
and since he's always confused as to who i'm speaking about... yes... this includes you too, kevin. you're not in the alligator pit
anymore... haven't been for a few months. and let me be the first to tell you how glad i am... cause
i got my big brother back ;)
and here's a shoutout to you too jacq-jacq! you've suffered the brunt of all of this... and i am
really REALLY grateful to have you as my little sister ;) i don't think i could've survived being in melbourne with you! ;)
so thanks guys! for everything ;) for fighting for me when i didn't have the strength to fight for myself. and for consoling me when i indulged in my self pity. but most of all...
thanks for being around... and never being afraid to remind me of that ;D
